Nameless

I was in the library the other day 'studying', well, trying to find anything to do but study..
To the left of me was a bookshelf that had biographies on it of many famous stars including Jordan, Lorraine Kelly and Kerry Katona..
I began to look at the biographies and wonder how anyone could write a book solely on their life and the trauma or whatever that they have experienced, and how anyone would want to read it!

But then I remembered that God's wrote a book on my life, I just am yet to live it out.
Will I always follow his page after page plan? No, not at all, because sometimes I like to do my own thing and shy away from God.. But even still, God took the time to think out this plan for my life, a plan for me to prosper and to live my life to the full.
Its then that I realise the enormity of God and how the same God who created everything on this earth, loves and cares for me.

We each have a story. A story that God has planned and made for us. We may face the future terrified of what it will bring, but we can know that God's already seen it.
I dont want to become like those celebrities that you can remember the face of but never quite the name..The ones who have left impressions on this world for the wrong reasons and the ones who will look back on their lives and regret a lot of things.

I want to look back on my story, sitting beside God and hear him say 'you done good daughter' ..
Yea, i'll fall short, we all do. But knowing that God holds me in his hands makes me feel so comforted and loved that I forget about my worries and my fears and just let God be God.

God, lead and guide me, for your plan is greater than anything I could ever imagine.